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“No” she said
“You can never be the prince,
now put on your dress,
and lets go”

I used to call myself Max,
Alex,
Calvin,
Leo,
I used to call myself Lydus.

I told my friend that something was wrong
and she couldn’t understand.

I told my teacher,
Call me Calvin,
Call me KJ,
Call me anything besides my name.

I told myself I was crazy
thats just what crazy people do,
and i told myself it was fine
that i spent every hour locked inside my room
fantasizing about death
and sitting at the spot
where my uncle ended his own life,
i told myself it was fine

She was a beaten up,
drug-adddled,
lonely,
suicidal,
lost soul,
and she saved me.

She told me the word
that would save my life
i told her everything
because i thought we were both just crazy
and maybe we were
a bit
but she turned to me and said
hey that sounds just like
“transgender”

i didn’t get better
at that exact moment
it took time
and 5 more suicide attempts
for me to finally take seriously
my own life,
i guess im staying online and posting again lol
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