JamesKebechet

A sigh a warm breeze a kind heart and your small lungs moving up and down trying to breathe despite themselves its ok to lie down and rest just dont die on me please not yet

“No” she said “You can never be the prince, now put on your dress, and lets go” I used to call myself Max, Alex, Calvin, Leo, I used to call myself Lydus. I told my friend that something was wrong and she couldn’t understand. I told my teacher, Call me Calvin, Call me KJ, Call me anything besides my name. I told myself I was crazy thats just what crazy people do, and i told myself it was fine that i spent every hour locked inside my room fantasizing about death and sitting at the spot where my uncle ended his own life, i told myself it was fine She was a beaten up, drug-adddled, lonely, suicidal, los

Your scent still lingers, mixed with mine, it smells divine. holding you close, warm, i want to kiss and hug roll around sleep in the same bed buck naked and just rest in your warmth.

Do you ever see flashes of parts of your life that make you happy that make you smile. I love remembering these things some are isolated incidents like the time someone honked at us when we were kissing on the side of the road. Other times they're reoccurring like your smile when you kiss me gently and I kiss you again and again because I can't believe how much I love you.  

Sometimes I just wanna brag tell people me and this guy we're close we care about each other. We do intimate things like kissing and someday we'll do intimate things like taxes.

Got an angel by my side kiss him once twice thrice a hundred times. Tracing circles on my skin makes me smile all the time he dressed up in my clothes i took his and did the same just fun we love to have fun. Movie marathons lost in kisses and his heartbeat sounds against my ear his hand running through my hair. My love my dear my love.

Cool and dark night weaving back and forth stumbling like drunken mice so filled with happy. Arms wrapped around so warm in the cold smudged makeup giggles and laughter. Words said for all to hear (i love you)

I want warmth and happiness and love. I can feel it on the tip of my fingers with you. But I'm too cowardly and too scared to tell you how much I care. You could leave me.

I wish you were here Tonight. I wish I could curl up By your side. I remember what your warmth Feels like. I wish you were here With me Tonight.

If it wasn't for those words, you would have never seen me again. But you said, exactly what i needed you to say. You called me gay, not in an offensive way, you called me a guy, and you said it with complete sincerity. If that hadn't happened, I wouldn't have seen you the next week, and when we hugged goodbye, I couldn't bring myself to let go, but neither could you.